为什么？

新年终于到了，但我的心情却不想过新年，挨~ 当我知道妳骗我后，我的心真的很不好受，我不知该怎么办。本来是很开心的去买妳的情人节礼物的，但过后却不知道该怎么做了。我还是不明白为什么你这样跟我说，整晚睡不着，睡了又起，起了又睡。为什么妳要这样对我，不要再折磨我了。为什么要骗我说回家。我心里面真的很多不明白的地方。我真的希望妳能对我说清楚。这么辛苦地和妳说话，都是为了要妳开心点，难道我的存在对妳来说根本都不会有什么影响的吗？很多时候，我只会埋怨妳这个那个，我真的不知该怎样控制我的情绪才好，对不起~ 我有想过，我做了那么多，是不是为了守着对妳还有对我自己的承诺呢，这可能是吧，但我更想说，我不想失去一个我真真爱的人。

Sungai Wang

Just back from basketball, and guess what, I went sungai wang before that. Nothing special but I bought myself a T-shirt =). It looks nice, I think so but the price is expensive. I was just hoping to get myself a shirt before so this is the first time I don't really care and I just bought it. I doesn't spend much at there except only for the shirt but I spent almost rm70++, my god!!!
Went to hsien ming house yesterday and we played basketball until 3a.m. We're crazy at that time. I didn't sleep at his house for the whole night and I'm so darn tired now. Going Singapore tomorrow, please do miss me (joking). But I hope she'll miss me =)
Hope you doing fine =)...

See ya..

YAY!!!!!!!!

Yay, today's the last day of my tiring work. It's finally come to an end, so happy now and feel like go celebrate straight away, xD. And I did, my fellow friends keen lik and shen jun accompanied me for the whole night, Thx ya my friend =)...
Just as soon as I finish my work, I went home straight away and get ready because keen lik will be at my house around 7.30p.m. Ate my dinner and went Amcorp mall by LRt. Shen jun's there waiting for us around 8p.m. Went there don't know what to do. We walked around and last keen lik decided to go KLCC. And there we go again, walking here and there like bunch of monkeys, =)... We went KLCC also just for fun. We walked around, check out some new shirts, pants and some other stuff like basketball shoes and ball, we are basketball freaks anyway. Went home around 10p.m and arrived at 10.30p.m. I'll be going to sungai wang next monday, find me ya (joking)...

My friend, cheer up kay, you teach me everything and you must face it yourself too, tell me if you need help. And I'm sorry about telling her that thing. Please try to understand and forgive. Till then, Nights..

Day Off

I didn't work for today. Actually, I was going to have a tuition but benji's and a friend of my went vacation, I believe, so they cancel this month tuition. Is going to be tough for me to catch up next year. Today, as usual, woke up at 11pm+, brush my teeth and had my breakfast then I straight away on my computer. I look at the computer, don know what to do because there's no one online, I'm so bored. Nyoke yee sms me and talk about her, I don't know what to do, maybe I just upset her yesterday night. And maybe you're right, is not your fault, I'm the one who being impatient, sorry...

Stay at home's boring like shit, it's raining out there and I can't go for basketball, this's sucks. Around 6pm I called my dad fetch me to h.ming house because shen jun was there. I wanna talk something with him. I just found out that that punk was sick when i went there, ha ha, isn't that funny, sick at a time like that, weakling, xP... And yet you still call your dad fetch you looks for a doctor, hahahaah, I can't stop laughing, xD... Talk with them about some love problem, think so. Later I went to buy mcd for my dinner. Doing account homework now...

I didn't talk to you for 1 whole day already, is the first time I'm doing that. I miss you. But I can no longer face you like last time did. Sorry for everything...

Suddenly feel like blogging again =)

Random Post

There's a reason why I don't like to blog these, alot of things happened to me. If I want to talk about it, I'm sure that I'll spend all day to talk about it. Em, I got my salary for last month, so who wanna come out celebrate with me??? Joking. I'll save the money to buy a pair of basketball shoes, or I'll spend it on shirts. Going to go Singapore on 23th of December, maybe. I'll celebrates Christmas at Singapore because the decoration at Singapore during Christmas will be so nice compare to Malaysia. Who wants to join me? Also joking...

I think I'll spend 1 whole year chasing, seeking for you, this is hard for me...

I got my money, tomorrow I'll gonna spend all night at TC watch movie with them, =)
stay at home is so boring, don't know what to do, sleep, eat, basketball, work, sleep, eat, basketball, work... Argh, someone call me out!!!

Genting

Back from genting, actually nothing much to write about it... Lazy blog about it....

My marks...

Didn't went school today because of my back, it hurts... 4 Jasmin lost their dodge competition, and I don't want to talk about it to.. Just heard from benji, I fail my add maths.. I expect that to happen but what I don't expect is my math, I get 56 if i wasn't wrong.. For science, maybe i'll get C.. My mid term exam was way more better den now.. When I thought about the marks, I'll remember how my parents gonna tell me.. I'm starting to hate study, I hate all the books and teachers... I don't feel like tuition anymore, I became like this soon after exam.. I hate all these, someone help me get out of this place.. I've been training hard recently, maybe I really want to win next year's conpetition, but will we make it??

I don't know how to tell my parents about my exam paper.. Maybe I should wait for RKA day, or should I tell them now?? What makes all of u so hardworking? How about me?? why I'm not hardworking at all??

Few more weeks until holiday, don't know what to do... Do I need continue practice for next year?? Or should I study hard from now on?? Maybe I got another path to choose, who knows..........



p/s: I don't know what am I talking about, sry..